This is such a beautifully honest reflection on the complexities of sharing your voice with the world. I completely understand the tension between wanting to be heard and the fear of judgment. It’s amazing that you’re still putting your words out there, even if behind a veil of anonymity. I think the choice to remain obscure isn’t necessarily a sign of fear, but rather a way of protecting your peace while still connecting with others. Your words are powerful, and whether under your real name or not, they will always find their way to those who need them. Keep writing!